acadmic identity?? its just like a big family.....and u just want to be part of that family....it gives you social security but security for whom?? you are no more? its family and fictituous fugures not you....u are providing social security to them.. they get strengthened...its really gutsy to leave lucrative acadmic family...alas....i cud not do that....

i never wanted to wrap you in my words........but i never wanted u wrapped in others word....

warmness of memories..... who is my sun..yesterday midnight when i was back to my place after diner i could see the warmness of the sky without sun....moon was not that beautiful... i always loved sky without moon...twinklinig of stars..but i always loved earth with moon..whiteness of darkness... i remeber my days at my home when we used to sit surrounding fire enjoying the warmness touching each and every part of me.. it was chilling cold ...i love chilling cold...belive me its not symmetric.. the role of these two can't be exchanged... i miss winter very much..